- Mood:
Sadness - Listening to: Breathe
- Reading: Via
- Watching: ICP music video W/o volume
- Eating: brownies
- Drinking: mtn dew
I've been thinking, about Conscio. I'm getting rid of him, and replacing him with Rouge. I don't know, there are 10 reasons for this.
1. I feel so outraged and betrayed whenever I do him in mine and Zabrinas RPG. Because that's how he feels, you know.
2. He's great, but he is so much like Vicious outside 'the group.' You know, Wolf & Andre, Vicious & Elise, Kato & Gren, ect.
3. If Z. wants to keep Raven, cause it's her character, okay, but I've been pondering about Conscio.
4. If I gety rid of him, that's the end of Via, but I could always work with Rouge, I prefer her because she's an original. Vicious and Gren rightfully belong to Cowboy Bebop, I just warped Vicious around a bit. And as for Mallitia, I made her a carbon copy of Claire redfeild; R.E. Rouge, Andre, Aniu, Satan, and Eve, Conscio and his family are all originals.
5. I can't stand thinking about someone who is so much like me in the past, and sometimes in the present, it hurts. I mean, nothing but anger and hate, always waiting for those you care about to one day betray you, no I just can't. Rouge is more sad/angry, not Rage.
6. Inside the group, he puts on a mask, he's so care free, and happy.
7. He always looked up to and believes in Diritus, to the point he caught himself and wonders, "Will he and Raven betray me too?"
8. Raven's left him several times for someone else. I can't name who, but I know. He worries about that too. He is worse then Andre when it comes to stress.
9. I really hate to do this but, I think it's for the best, Conscio's so angry, and bipolar! He's crazy!
10. Rouge; she's the vampiric ring master of the black carnival, she has a beautiful figure, mid length blonde wavy hair, and migit/bruteish clown minions to handle the carnival while she's away. As for clothing she wears a white tube top with pink polka dots, short jean shorts, brown biker gloves, and white boots. She wears no makeup, and as for her past, well she had father issues, mother was a drugie, and she had issues with men growing up. You know, rape, claimed whore/slut/crazy ect. Which she is crazy, she has psycotic/homicidal tendencies, insomnia, hallusinations, and she cries herself to sleep every night. She aslo murders men and there wives/girlfriends. She loves watching men break down and beg for her to kill them. At the moment, she's with a goth named Massca, I believe he's an elf. She is still wary of him, dispite the fact that she thinks she's in love.
Well, that's it, say good bye to Conscio everyone, and say hello to Rouge. God, please let me be making the right decision. If not, well, just let me know what you think pls. Until then Via will be deleted, and everything else will remain, but I won't add anymore drawings of him or anything else demonic, until a final decision is made between me and Zabrina.